...Ijin no Yoru... in a Strager's Night...

LXI

2012-01-20T14:06:00.001-06:00

... Behave V...

Myriad

Death danced between my fingers,
wandering how night dressed us with her satin silked eyes.
This sea waves made dawns wishes performe with Thy,
as you swore to conquer my lust,
taste my pride and
dream with my lewd smile.

Waves came again,
like caressing the sand of stars,
your eyes tried to cry for my pleasure and you see,
excitement rises like fire burning autumn leaves...

Before Adam's lost paradise we kiss again in
passionate lasciviousness,
appetence...
Touch again,
those christian lips crave my guidance,
punishment...
...

Pedestrian

Sweet and tenderness was the formula of your skin, child...
you wanted to make me drunk while drinking from your lust,
but you see,
I cant bare just a little,
want to devour you from toes to soul
for being content for a while.

Then again,
you want to rush,
how ruined things become when sun dares to kiss this taste.
Be brave,
endure selfishness,
let those shy thoughs aside,
breath this pleasure halo surrounding my eyes for you,
embrace carnality with my desired hands,
desired onanism.

This cientific orgasm has to reach your nerves,
caress your brain
and become suitable for my requires my love...

LX

2011-12-27T17:02:00.000-06:00

... Behave IV...

Belongings

Do you understand the delights of the flesh?
Or is just your way of following the crowds,
Minions of an unreasonable mind?

Inmature of you to hold and claim sanity,
Nothing more than excuses child...
Am I the one to show you the path,
Teachless manners of nature?

Is nothing more than pleasure in its most pure equation,
Obediencie is the first step to glory within the body...
Nothing is going to be meaningless again when you bath in submission's liquor...

LIX

2011-11-23T10:58:00.001-06:00

... Behave III...

Lose

My arms covered by Death's silked crimson sheets
made this little pulsing muscle of yours still want to
cry inside your cristal chest,
while candles make their flames dance with dawn's dress.

Can't you see life has betrayed thou shivering veins in lust?
Behold before this enchanted veil,
such crushing breath sliding lewdly on your tongue.

Each move breaks the last needs of love,
come to rest in pleasure,
believe nothing and feed from eternity held on my wings of illation

LVIII

2011-11-21T23:54:00.001-06:00

... Behave II...

Hallelujah...

Morbidic words ketp eagerness dying,
purple and blueish fingertips caress,
heat rises under Thy cold panting,
pink lips...

A tongue lingers between this tasteful flesh,
this desire of breaking thou soul in mourning
comes again and infests my mind,
my eyes burning in goodbyes...

Denies belong in this night,
whispers flood both minds,
yet makes pleasure liquid,
tender...

Inject sardonic tremors for each breath,
come again with lured smiles,
crying lips and
be tempted to dare...

...

Kingdom

Bring me my crown,
that with pixie dust slidding from its jewels,
coming and sharing the littleness of enchanted details.

My younger subject,
can you reach the stars in this conquest for lust?
Listen carefully and you can tell
how this pleasure arises from the deepest of the heart,
swollen as blue as this hypoxic lips of mine.

Breathe this poisoning truth,
become my lover and I'll grant your needs of vintage pornography,
sepia yearnings of caresses and chic kisses.
Become mine,
leave that flesh for my hungry eyes,
this enticed senses in paroxysm.

Believe nothing child,
vehemence is no longer enthusiastic,
just lay in opulence and I shall last forever dear...

...

Kalavinka

Let us burn,
make the ungrateful wishes vanish like
ashes swallowed by petit rouge birds in madness.
Let us conquer,
writing words in misty memories with our tongues
in between butterflies wings,
move against this forgotten dream.

Shyness was made with stained glass,
the one we used to drink in pleasure nights...
while now,
now images born with soothing red strings
of passion,
a tainted blooming veil shines in this bosom.
This liquor of temptation began to flow,
tilting every corner of the mind
and making it hallucinate our meetings under the moon's bleeding heart...

Shift emotions,
make that anger be that needed child
you used to be before in golden tears of lust,
embrace my smile with thy fingers of prayer,
come again with silent moaning through dawns thighs...

LVII

2011-10-25T13:28:00.000-06:00

... Behave...

Sleeping Beauty

Pleasure comes in different ways and forms,
don't you agree with me child?
As yours is as pink flesh of carnation petals,
I just need to see you walk by,
this neuronal conections of mine start the conquer
of lust and eagering sights you don't seem to understand.

Music is a pleasure too,
the right cords tickling this naughty thoughts,
those slidding smoothly from your moaning vocal cords...
How's even possible you my love,
let your imagination be struggled just by one of my simple kisses?

Are you shy?
Here comes more for my pleasurable eyes:
Thy wet lips,
kneeled before this rubicund cabaret of mine,
intrigued when my fingers touch your lips,
the surrender of your soul with a little gasp of yours...

Forget your flesh,
heighten your other senses,
let your ears taste my whispers,
your tongue melt with warm breath...
It's almost time sugar,
let that jugular of yours cry for my amusement,
my needs...

...

Proficiency

Tell me again lovely boy,
Eat freeness with ravishing words,
Add spicy to this moment,
Suculent thoughts could be your reward,
Even if you behave...

Mischievous grin,
Embrace with it this unborn beast...

Bring me more,
Achive my caresses,
Become mine in with no mercy,
Entice and try to persuade with skill...

LVI

2011-09-06T22:05:00.000-06:00

...Moves VI...

Bewitched...

Those where your last words whispered with sexual needs,
my love...
Your scared eyes made my lips draw a pleasant smile,
you know what this sign means,
the slow move from this fingertips above your lips,
tongue and neck makes this eager grow with hunger...
You can tell by my eyes eating your expressions,
your manlyhood...

Wanna do more,
make worse this needs,
this hopes...
I know you dont want me to stop...

LV

2011-08-31T22:00:00.000-06:00

...Moves V...

Above men

Thy silver dusty skin
poisoned my kisses for angels...
Wanted to reach the holyness?,
the one I hold with wisdom?
Baby,
can't tell how this fantasy world
was compared to the pleasure and lust
frosted lands...

I know Mephisto lured you
into loneliness,
take my hand once more,
let me take you to perdition...
You know the price,
give your flesh to me...

LIV

2011-08-10T20:13:00.000-06:00

...Moves IV...

Dabke

Reality was scared from our behavior,
it's agony started with our pleasure.
Going back to hesitation,
our mirrors of lust reached eternity,
reached this melting core.

Muses gave their virginities in thy name,
orgies come to feast my carnage,
raping the fallen.
Titillation began its prayers to the spilled blood,
in this crying you regret my punishment.
Sin the name you gave me in silence...

LIII

2011-08-03T02:20:00.000-06:00

...Moves III...

Another Side...

Truth wasnt the one my love,
was that under the sheets we share,
this light kisses night gives to every lover,
lover of the shiny moon in our eyes.
This was a long road to feel,
started while pleasure used to wear silk,
grew a little when incitement played the right cords...

It was that, wasnt it?
The way you stare,
to move and dare,
to yearn for my hands on this nerves or yours...
Patience is a game of the past,
eagerness is our meal in passion,
in poisoned moanings,
yet you can believe am still a virgin,
how fool thinking baby,
that doesnt mean I'll be gentle...

LII

2011-06-26T11:28:00.000-06:00

...Moves II...

LEWD

Last time shadows dreamt our love...
Entering the stares of youth,
Would lust last forever?
Does god know We exist?

LI

2011-06-18T20:00:00.000-06:00

...Moves I...

Sweets

Even silk know the ways,
the ways of teasing life with enticing caresses...
Was this how you knew it?
cant complain how this reuinion turn out to be,
even longer than incense to last,
more greedy for the skin to endure,
lustful kisses for lips to consume...
No more pleasure for your submission to become mine...
Close your eyes,
let senses be the dictators for you to scream needing more,
dont be shy my love,
when you strugle you make my day...

L

2011-06-13T11:55:00.001-06:00

...Moves...

Fairy Tail...

Remember last night?
How stars began to shine their deaths,
how wind blowed a little bit harder?

You walked throug the lights wearing that crimson cloak,
like the rouge in my lips,
like the shining in my eyes while looking you come...

Red covers your lips when mine conquer yours with lewd temptation...
Riding in thy horse of lust with vanity...
Hood was the one covering your head and face with shyness my child...

You think in innocence when seeing me on your way,
you know better that my hands are here to molest you,
to violate your mind,
to make this skin mine as no one else,
but I know you need this cherry colored lips,
this perfume to chain your senses,
this beasty shape of mine to birth your moans...

This big eyes eat you alive,
this big ears know what move is your next,
and this big fangs belong to Thy neck with no remorse...

XLIX

2011-05-23T17:33:00.002-06:00

...Female VI...

Succubare

Did you summoned?
know what does that means?
hell frozens for seconds,
the sun eclipses for minutes,
time stops...

Knowing me now shall make you weaker my child,
thy flesh shivers with each little injury,
bring thy most feared dreams come true...

As you lend your hands,
the skin becomes more delicate to my caresses and spells of lust,
every word you pray vanish with pleasure moans
while my hands shake your bones...

Being curious will not kill the cat,
is making you eager for what is next in my plans...
Is your fault for waking me from a long sleep,
a long abstinence...

Are you really aware of what did you bring back?
Like the old times when you got frightened just by glance,
by lewed smiles...
Just hand it over,
your soul is lost anyway love...

...

Here and now...

Werent those the words?
wanst it the time when everything arise?
Crimson flowed through night like
when you slide your fingers in unholy places...
Reaching and unfolding secrets...

Night has fallen apart...
Bleeding uncontrollably from its broken edges...
Fallen like our Star in yearning of darkness...
Soft,
your skin makes no effort for not being molested by this fingers,
teeth...
The fire has started,
twitching fibers began their dance,
sordid eyes got lost with time,
this body cant live without pain...
The pain I inflict with pleasure and rapture...

Dances are no longer the moves,
teaching is no needed for lovers like us,
demonds behold our lying wisdom of lust,
...passion in each life of ours...

XLVIII

2011-04-23T20:26:00.000-06:00

...Female V...

Body

Such tender flesh was murdered with my kisses my beloved,
by this red poison that corrupts thy teary eyes...
Orgasm is beyond pleasure,
makes skin go wet as no waterfall my dearest,
make it goes deeper than any needle of love...

Sin baby,
thats a boring name for giving it to life itself,
theres a possibility that they are just jealous of our pure games of lust,
of pain,
of truth,
of reality in all the impressions of humanity...

XLVII

2011-03-31T22:17:00.000-06:00

...Female IV...

Imploro...

Whisper again,
while words spread,
arousal begins its dance,
its titilation...
Night has arrived with it high heels of vintage love,
her dress covers lightly the tighs of rouge passion,
pantihoses caresses in between gods winking eye...

Love is the child thats afraid of us,
doesnt like being conquered by lust,
yet beholds with admiration this moves we dare to improve,
to teach with voyeour...

We continue again the mesmerized sight,
loosing sanity in name of our senses...

XLVI

2011-03-29T17:54:00.000-06:00

...Female III...

Religion...

I was born in perversion,
your eyes yearn for more,
something less spiritual than caressing skin,
a little champagne perfuming the senses,
walking through stained glass with roses...

This roses makes perfection look unnecesary,
licking life like a lollipop,
biting it...
listening it's crack...
As your fingers typing to move forward,
the weight made it collapse...

I was born in silence,
moans became the Wafer,
yet the holiness of it wans't forever...

XXIX - XXX

2011-03-11T15:25:00.000-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř V.IX †

XXIX - XXX

Bent and useless,
sun rays burn our little regrets,
if like we were animals
leather suit us,
make us look in fashion?

The furs melt with each other,
with our senses,
our bowels in the ground,
killing time again...

XLV... ii

2011-03-11T15:17:00.002-06:00

...Female II...

Continue....

Those delicious lips,
this ligth upon thy eyes caressing every sight,
every shape...

Your name conquers my words tonight,
touch again and dare,
move again and pant politely in my ear...

See how temptation bring us privations for our hunger,
our youth...
Whisper my pleasure until the reaper envy our screams of denial...

XLV

2011-03-08T21:47:00.004-06:00

...Female...

More.... absolutely

Oh baby,
once again you ruined my boredom,
hows that you bring out such delicious pleasure?
Such hungry moves to my belly?
Such gorgeous moans you compose for me?

Enticed by the aroma,
the perfume of lust,
the taste of your sweet skin...
Senses couldnt be more aroused,
or maybe yes,
playing with this toys of madness...

Making fun of those with no hope,
no hope for the body to speak freely...

Just by looking enyoing yourself,
I enjoy myself...
Speak to myself...
Corrupt myself...
Provoke myself...
Rape myself with those fingers you happily lend me this night...

XLIV

2011-02-18T20:08:00.001-06:00

...Tango II...

Nemes

Delicious smell...
Delightfull metallic taste..
Mesmerizes my tongue
and color my hands

This pearl fluid that stains your skin,
it is warm yet...
Thy fingers draw more lines of it in your inner thinghs...
In the sheets...
My skin...
Your lips....

Let my word spread with pain,
with the pleasure of your face,
your insane body...

XLIII

2011-02-02T13:58:00.002-06:00

...Tango...

Velvet

Say,
things weren't like this,
Thy drunken thouths put this mood,
this bloody mood of you,
the one that makes my eyes eager,
my hands...
Do you care for this?
For words become moves,
become wind that caresses our eyes in milky ways,
in stupid believes that underrated people who talked...

Moon rises above the crimson sheets of pleasure,
of dripping moans,
Thy moans in excitement...
Yes,
once again in time began to cry in battle,
in nonsense,
in dying stars...

XLII

2011-01-14T13:30:00.001-06:00

...They Kissed III...

Love myself

Shoot again,
like when the stars cried the simplicity of life,
of truth...
Let's start again,
as the sleeping ones,
the ones who dreamed with our misanthropy...
The way they began,
walked and stared to Thy,
to this...
Is it going to wait again?
To crawl to madness once more?
Just make a move,
a single moan could kill eternity and remorse
as I brake Thy bones...
Thy soul...

XLI

2011-01-05T17:11:00.001-06:00

...They Kissed II...

Anitra's dance

Weren't we, the ones beholding death,
beholding madness while the screams become like shadows above sand castles...

Let's bring insanity to our gaze,
our lips to a bloody truth,
our reaching hands with no shame....

Prepare,
this is just the end,
one that has to happend after all,
this that doesn't even care for us,
let's shoot it in the head,
see how it dies,
how twitches around our limbs,
how sweetly screams my name...

Hold once more,
as Anitra's dances before my eyes,
the veils cover my words of lust for you,
this idiotic words you love to hear,
love to swallow...
Once more,
yes,
just once more needs to live in holiness...

XL

2011-01-02T19:03:00.003-06:00

...They Kissed...

Slaughterous Butchery

Baby, you did struggled...
the ropes where binding your limbs,
Thy useless hands,
but not your elegant neck...
Yes,
yes its me,
me the one who's behind you,
can you see me?, no?
good...
Yes, is my hand in the back of your head,
on your neck,
feeling your skin,
your muscles,
need to catch that space that made all of us crazy...
While my left caresses,
my right holds tight the blade of truth,
your actual truth baby,
need something more to say?

In one movement my ripe soul tears your beloved skin,
making insanity takes you before the big sleep,
was clean,
but it's not the end yet...
Can you see me now caressing that wrinkle of yours?
not an imperfection,
but one that shows me a beautiful spot of your neck,
yes, need to do it again,
slowly at first,
but now I see my goal,
starting the flow...
Such gorgeous stream sugar,
crimson sheets suited you the best,
and yes,
this crimson river is greatest...

If you want to,
you can cry,
I already knew it was such pleasure you felt,
'cuz now lifting thy corpse I can admire that fluid going down,
tattooing your belly in pearl white...
But you know too,
this is just the beginnin...

Something has to go,
its in my way now baby...
Goodbye head....
goodbye coat of skin...
And you know?
this appearance looks better in your body,
this fibers still moving,
remembering the past,
beholding my next move...

I knew you would like the feeling,
the pleasing fondle of my hands on your pure nerves,
but my pain knife needs to slide once more...
You feel my fingers inside?
reaching new places,
in Thy cavities?
making you the most beautiful creature...

My eyes rolled all around your veins,
they couldn't be more empty as now...
I understand your eyes watch the show from a distant place,
watching my body moves before yours,
dancing in between your bowels,
caressing your liver,
taking the kidneys away,
loving your heart as never before,
handling it with such a careful hands like mine...

But everything has an end,
and you knew it,
I knew it...
my axed hands take care of the rest,
Thy lower body,
Thy spine...

And yes, at the very end,
vultures eat the rest,
coming down and letting that shape form in the near ground...

Weren't you happy?
Weren't you satisfied?
Weren't you aroused?
of course I know,
you loved it...

XXXIX

2010-12-21T14:46:00.000-06:00

...Die Game III...

Angel

Fair fingers,
fair eyes lead my words go wild,
make sin say its prayers,
if heaven just would listen...

Come forth,
raise Thou lips against my hands,
against my own...
Go back with your nonsense of titilation,
this would be no more,
not the same tongue could caress this madness...

My unfair coquette-ness for Thy strangeness...
There are more happy nights still,
like the ones on we,
two lovers reinvented pleasure,
when tears dared to be our wine,
Thou moans were my fancy cloak,
my sweet dessert...

Do let night found us together,
raping our gaze,
making what's worth...
Insane it is...

XXXVIII

2010-12-17T23:15:00.001-06:00

...Die Game II...

Le Cube

The smoke turns into a shape I know,
Thy shape...
Dances between my fingers,
slidding in my lips,
in front of my eyes...
Dares to twist against the air,
as your tears it vanish through wine,
through space and time...

...

Ibis

Like a soul in shreds,
drips from wisdom,
from the lonely strings...
While Thy singing becomes louder,
this fingers are worst,
they can't show feelings as before...

"Come back to me..."
It's whisper beholds,
yet screams to the colors,
our colors in darkness...
Say,
sacular eyes are bigger,
bigger than this ego itself...

XXXVII

2010-12-12T09:55:00.000-06:00

...Die Game...

Dementia

Time changes,
pass through the waves of life...
Can't come back,
never came though...
Other places took my conscience,
sideways drip in between,
drip before our eyes,
before this memory...
Reality is the guiltiest of all,
of this fall,
this remembrance...

XXXVI...ii

2010-11-27T13:02:00.000-06:00

..Bite IV...

Mesto

Time is bleeding,
coming near,
streching on the wall,
on the floor...
Should we kill it?
Should we broke it again?
Should we make it beg?
It can't last forever as before,
Can't be watching till dawn...
But you see,
We have to start in future seconds,
this way past will never be...

XXXVI

2010-11-24T17:15:00.000-06:00

..Bite III...

ROLF...

Beyond here,
lies with it,
with difference,
in between flesh...
How starts,
As both began
Couldn't say nothing...
Could be?
Pierced once more in eternity...

XXXV

2010-11-03T20:02:00.004-06:00

..Bite II...

His words literally...

Her hands being the only ones having a contact,
all tied up in madness,
whispers rolled over my senses,
warm breath is my breakfast today...
The word mood ain't no more,
it doesn't have that meaning as before,
the waves begin,
continue,
don't dare to end...

Smooth and beautiful lips come closer,
with nothing but a big smile,
big words making me tremble,
big lips almost touching,
yet the hands again...
Again making those delicious fingers cover the disgrace in my face,
remaking that blindfolded in my brain,
that useless manners of mine...
Those insinuating candy eyes,
wanna taste the sweetest thing on earth,
but again,
I can't...
Her body makes me go wild like a bitch in heat,
makes me mutter nonsence in pleasure,
makes me want more...

But theres no end to this,
she knows how to pull the strings,
my strings...
And she comes again in silence,
with her hair caressing my skin,
caressing divinity till...
She laughs and her voice makes a charm,
a charm that can be broken just with a glance if she wants,
but thats not going to happen,
even if they erased her marks in my body,
the contract both of us made...

I will always dream of her making me hers again...

XXXIV ii

2010-11-02T00:11:00.001-06:00

..Bite...

...Consumed...

Come closer dearest one....
let us melt the source of eternity,
let this hands took that gorgeousness from your bossom...
from in between your legs....
between your senses...

Let her have a taste,
give me inmoral thoughts for tonight,
give more and you shall receive...
shall be slapped by pleasuring hands,
little and naive lips...

Place it once more,
you know right how to chase me in darkness,
how to do it...
make it quick...
become more than eternity...

XXXIV

2010-10-30T23:07:00.000-06:00

...ฬışέяץ ÇЋﺃč IV...

Avluv al aviv...

Mister,
make my day,
dance again,
go with Lucifer's wish for my pleasure to born,
wear heels,
make up...
That strip tease with nothing but flesh and blood...

Come again,
with soothing moves,
with pervertion burning in your eyes,
with dripping insinuation,
dripping flirts...

Closer as before,
kiss those petals once more,
caress with your fingertips that heavenly fairy dust,
those wings blowing inside...

Either ice from my drink could melt,
nor slipped that tongue in insanity...
Just try again and again...
Treat or trick?, no...
am not going to answer as you,
I do want more baby,
more from your dancing soul in sexyness before my eyes,
before my hands,
my nihilist eyes in titillation....

XXXIII

2010-10-24T14:29:00.000-06:00

...ฬışέяץ ÇЋﺃč III...

Mister or Mistress?

Hows that colors try to match you?,
even hell awaits till dawn for using her dress,
using those wine red heels with glamour...

Make purple become your coat in darkness,
orange be your eyes,
white your skin and
black your long straight hair...

This shadows make the path
to our concern,
our believes...

Night comes again,
giving you the same colors once more,
like if they were the brand I choose,
a mark that is just for me...
just for the pleasure,
for the unholy,
for us...

XXXII ii

2010-10-19T21:22:00.001-06:00

...ฬışέяץ ÇЋﺃč II...

Slumber...

Virtue comes forth,

Intubates horror

Over this sequence of pain...

Look here,

Again in silence

Till it comes smooth in shock,

Insolates flesh,

On board past between

Needed thoughts...

...

Masturbation

Blindfolded and waiting, yes?

Yearning and beholding, yes?

Lingering and bleeding, yes?

Proving and checking, yes?

Kissing and caressing, yes?

Liking and moaning, yes?

Dripping and drinking, yes?

Screaming and panting, yes?

Roped and sitting, yes?

Want some more... no?

...

Collection

Warming rays cover us,

we need to pass through them,

pass till we have that longed cooling kisses,

refreshing words with falling entrails...

Yet hot comes again,

Disturbs my youth,

our senses...

XXXII

2010-10-10T22:04:00.000-06:00

...ฬışέяץ ÇЋﺃč...

10|10|10

Hows that wind knows?
You knew already?
Gorgeousness in glory...
Interested between articles,
Even dripping eyes
Needs this solance...
Existence makes insanity...

XXXI iii

2010-10-04T23:21:00.000-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř X †

200...

In our secret vision starts this new process...

Source of emptyness,
Comes with those moves,
Reckless of nothing,
Emerging through time,
Amberish shines hold,
Might wait till night...

XXXI ii

2010-10-01T20:12:00.000-06:00

XXXI

2010-09-28T11:20:00.000-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř VIII †

WTF

Knots of dust,
Illnes in lust.
Done by mercy,
Silent for trust...

...

X3

Born for dying in
Lustful mind...
Over the normatives, rules...
Other time, stage...
Does it matter?

XXX ii

2010-09-25T21:46:00.001-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř VII †

Down on your knees...

I shall walk through pain...
Walk between city trees...
Between sorrow rivers...
Sorrow memories...

Sound lakes...
Falling steel leaves in asphalt gardens...
Red-blooded gardens in dust...

I shall walk again
To purify suicide...
Purify lingering darkness...
Lingering flesh...

Kills my present,
disturbs my madness,
encores ingratitud...

Leaves me again on that forgotten cementery of youth...

XXX

2010-09-20T22:31:00.000-06:00

XXIX

2010-09-14T18:43:00.002-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř V †

...

Violence makes this live again,

Inherites glory,

Comes with swollen thoughts,

Thy selfish being cries,

Involves again,

Misery stays,

Since it's birth...

On it's self...
Flows a bit more...

Longing for more...
Obliterates ante mortem acts,
Violates sin,
Ends with it...

...

Bird sacrifice

Subproduct,
this is standart...
Not usual,
is selfish,
ain't nice,
is evil just like me...
As thy soul burns,
as thy soul regrets,
as thy soul dies within blood,
within cooling breezes,
warming glares...

XXVIII iii

2010-09-13T22:21:00.000-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř IV †

Sorry...

Stars open the oblivion of yourself,
swallows thy entire being in holiness,
in passional ways...

Slashes our back,
making it bleed for desire,
making us vibrate in the night sky,
the night wishes...

The waves of sound makes us,
make our behaviour...
our kisses arise...
our skin burn...
our lips fall,
our fingers enjoy...
our minds explode in ecstasy...

XXVIII ii

2010-09-05T20:14:00.002-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř III †

Tenebro

Cómo me envicias,
amargamente me consuelo con tu perfume,
me embriagas con tu mirada,
con el roce de tus manos,
de tu mente...

Una vez más,
sólo una vez más agradeces el sonido de mi alma,
presumes el romance,
la desgracia de entregarte a mi,
de someter tus lágrimas...

Tengo tus ideas desembocando en el mero toque de las tonadas,
las cuerdas las afinas al compáz de tus labios...
Deja que tus manos se deleiten entre el comienzo,
tenso con tus dedos tentando el mar,
tentando mi consciencia perdida,
olvidada,
sin más...
Sin más haces que mi sangre se evapore suavemente
con tus insitantes lágrimas sobre mi piel,
sobre mis inertes labios,
mi indignado respirar y el tuyo nervioso en mi oído...

Sólo es un llamado,
pero la desdicha de ellos enjuga el sentir ajeno,
envenena la inercia de mi sentir...
Deja que muera,
que acabe una vez más,
que tus caricias derramen el sonido del
placer nuevamente,
que el delirio lo sea todo,
todo el futuro desgarrado por el ambarino
Placer carnal...

...Inacabado como la lascivia entre ambos...

XXVIII

2010-08-31T19:26:00.001-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř II †

Son of many...

Huge drops flow through my empty veins,
my lustful veins,
Thy juicy blood temptates my throat,
my lips to stab this neck,
those white wrists who tries to run from
My staring eyes,
staring fingers,
nails on your skin...

...

UV AJED

Does it makes sense?
Existence coraged Thy hands in lust,
Joy is the key, the one...
Amberish water flows through,
Voluptuous lips corrupt my eyes,
Under the silence we met between the bleedy moans...

XXVII

2010-08-26T20:29:00.000-06:00

† Ņǿη өмņįś μöŕĭαř †

TIP...

Milked eyes, swollen teeth...
Eated by destiny,
by dawn...

Make it cry,
bleed,
live,
scream for me...

Let me know how it taste,
how it stares...
Wish to be,
to be here,
bring back,
so speechless,
soulless,
extremeless...

Sacrifice them,
make them be,
and be mine...

XXVI...iii

2010-08-20T15:06:00.000-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş VIII

Mother Tongue ...

Simplemente los tonos del sonido llegan a mis oídos,
a mis ojos embelezados con el aroma de tu piel,
de tu placer...
Insistes, sólamente insistes,
más no hay mejor cosa que el silencio reflejado en los ventanales de tu alma,
sólo tus labios lo saben,
saben lo que realemente quiero.....

XXVI...ii

2010-08-19T22:19:00.000-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş VIII

She's come undone ...

Death is my Martyr,
She gave me the Key of your silence,
Thy existence...

Multiple wounds needed more beauty,
more trust...

Thou shall not live in darkness,
only in this final exorcism,
with obssesion,
We shall bring the last temptation...

XXVI

2010-08-18T20:05:00.001-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş VIII

SPV

Hold it baby,
hold it still in darkness...
In holyness,
in silence...
Baby, make it last,
make it believe in me,
behold,
yearn,
wait...

Wasn't...
Wasn't the same as them,
let's play a little...
Let's do it fun,
do it right,
so passional,
erotic...

Saints cried this Eternity,
this emptiness,
our living thoughts,
our moans,
blood...

XXV

2010-08-03T03:00:00.002-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş VII

Satisfied?

The drops did fall...
Fallen from thy crystaline lies...

Time surely gets broken when nothing
is there to glue it with some passion,
or at least,
with that irony in life...

Wonder,
just wonder how it was,
how the thing began,
how it did change,
how the sound became,
how it was sleeping, yet,
watching through a veil...

Ars longa, vita brevis...
yes, that's my line now,
couldn't have a better flowing
river to follow...

It goes,
vanish slowly....

XXIV

2010-07-25T00:44:00.001-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş VI

Non...

There's nothing you can do now,

just put the coin in my mouth,

with this I shall began again...

Money should make the magic,

but it's becoming something different...

They just caressed again,

and again...

pleasure ain't enough...

So deeply I regret in Silence...

XXIII...ii

2010-07-05T20:48:00.001-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş V

Take...

Drinking the Nectar of pain,

of submission,

of Darkness...

Let's shine, hope, live...

Coagulated visions came through time,

through this smoke of blindness,

Make lost souls survive this ambition,

My ambition, my crush.

Last night the earth had it's rebirth,

it's bloody stained-glass window on Thy face,

Should begin?,

Should this die with no words?

This virgin had her end,

her recognition with "L",

my friend in the end of days,

end of those...

Sore makes things better,

things have sense...

XXIII

2010-07-03T22:20:00.002-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş IV

Blind and Bleeding...

Merged,
It wasn't the way life begins,
Is how this torture should be,
Ends...
Enter the key,
The root of perdition,
Root of my eternity...
This has to bleed,
Has to swing around,
Has to began again...

XXII

2010-06-19T01:52:00.002-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş III

Young Mind...

Rain teared my pain,

teared thy soul,

thy mischief...

Empty, yes...

Empty, yet filled with anxiousness,

gorgeous feeling,

crazy torture...

Caressed by faith,

by dawn,

drinked by thy flesh,

pleased by the toxicity in the air,

in the lungs...

Longged,

longged price,

meat slice...

Floats,

it's floating in this flow,

this river of dark wine,

this dark liquid...

Soothing ruled,

and yes,

kept the feeling...

XXI

2010-05-25T15:05:00.002-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş II

...S...

...It consumes the future,

stills breath aside,

scratching my entrails...

Tell me baby,

tell me about your pleasure,

your arousal...

Wanna make you see through

Pain,

reach holyness with my hands & lips

on Your skin,

Your soul...

Ikitai desu ka?

Ya, mada...

Thy face on pleasureness,

Satisfaction can't touch me yet

with that gorgeous expression of yours...

Wet them,

wet while you moan,

while you pant my name...

"Sasayaki o..."

such words hun,

makes pleasure last forever on

My grin baby...

Tell me about your pleasure,

your arousal....

Maybe this can last some more...

...

...Soul...

Baby tell me a story,

A story about love...

Were the 2 of us were the dying corpses,

The victims of love,

Victims of passion....

Ain't it nice?

Ain't that blood on thy hands?

On my ripped lips?....

The body feels yet the

Mind beholds through the toungue,

Your toungue sliding in this surface,

This bloody skin....

Your hands want to slip from the past,

From my sight...

Wanna brake it?

You know am not letting you stop,

Not yet,

Not till pleasure goes with the

Green fairy across my veins....

XX

2010-05-12T12:41:00.000-06:00

Ąřś ľøηģả, vϊŧặ βŕèvίş

Key

It came,

I'ts passing by,

Caressing in between,

In the inner pain...

It blows the surface of my skin,

Of my rotting flesh;

Things micht feel,

Might fear,

Might began...

Soothing as air,

As dare...

Drinking from the past,

Eating from the past,

Dreaming with the past...

Longing for the present

And beholding the future...

XIX

2010-05-05T17:58:00.000-06:00

Second Skin

Fortress of detail

How am I supposed to remember the hole future,
the entire trace?
Should they make me fall into this and
become what they need of me?
Present thoughts might heal, but can't last...

Desire wants me to erase whats been done, whats been bounded,
whats been holded...
Born to yield this fortress,
hoped to build skepticism...

Little, a little bit longer,
but I can take no more,
things have passed but can't take no longer,
not as before...

This has to have its end, its past;
should I finish it?
Not caring what's next?
Could be a quick answer to my longed treatment,
my stupidity,
lazyness...

This is the sharp end, that with a shiny regret on it's blade,
the one who sickens me the most,
one that stands,
that blends...
dies

...

You try it, you try it now...

Once in a while can be too much,

maybe too much for the body;

memories become the key for our perdition,

our ugly future...

Distress makes it worst,

makes me hallusinate,

hesitate...

Can't it stay as the forgotten details,

forgotten ones?

Want to surpass but the stream

let you to live with it,

not to bury it in the distance...

Left it aside, but still remains,

still corrupts...

Want to kill it,

kill it for good or bad,

just that...

XVIII

2010-03-29T00:31:00.004-06:00

PīĘŕŘőŦ

Nudity

Thy body layed as when the unholy tried to conquer,

but yet,

you couldn't stop...

Sweet as if were kisses behold our arousal,

this marble skin of mine wanted those hony fingertips,

those velvet lips...

Needs were born with this flowing stream of

gorgeousnes,

nakednes...

Such lustful wish,

this sinful one,

all those drops made into Thy blood

caressing & melting over...

Let it stay, let it be...

With time we get used to it,

we stay in each other...

Flesh by flesh,

the touch keeps insanity,

keeps company...

Let Us began as past years,

continue as future thoughts,

end as today...

Blissful memories fed my titilation,

titilation makes your way between my words and sounds from my mouth...

Such a baby You were,

showing this little tears of regret...

of pain 'cuz of Me...

Lend them to me once more,

I want to drink them,

want to make them sorry, want to fell them in my body,

want to caress them in my hands...

Fever melts our desire,

desire is the only one standing

in front of us...

...

Why?

Let us become what we used to be,
let us make them suffer,
was their blood....
was their blood our behavior?
Was our delighted soul the greatest snack?
the unfaithful rgret of all?
No, it wasn't this,
was the future slices in the past,
in between of mercy...
Thy effect makes life begin again,
wasn't it worth it?
wasn't it stupid as today's thoughts,
as todays memories?
The purpose is there yet,
here yet...
but that wasn't the actual ending,
is just a little piece in the big sea of
knowledge...
Want to drip and spit all of it?

...

Clock

Bring it, bring it till the sun rises in this conquered land,

it's the last thing on earth that keeps loneliness,

promptness...

Scream the silence in the deepest soul,

my little one,

share your hope to the dawn,

to the midnight stars...

Become mine,

let this silken fingertips taste thy flesh,

thy life...

Should I confess thy sin?

thy voice?

thy misery?

It was my work once,

may I make it twice for you to understand how this should end?

My wings have been ripped 'cuz your loneliness

want's my flowing memories in the shape of tears,

of kisses,
of glares...

XVII

2010-02-22T19:41:00.001-06:00

Đ ặ ļ ķ ϊ æ ļ

Lost

Thy heavens go wild,

while my mind returns to the past,

while their regret becomes confused...

The most informal case of ignorance

is the one that stays,

the one that holds tight in mischief...

Gone,

gone till harrasment melts with pain,

with unborn depravity...

Isn't the worst?

Isn't the poorest?

Isn't the craziest?

Wait, just wait,

this isn't supposed to be it,
this was forgotten,

this was the mere fact that

corrupts everything,

life was the one,

the one in mind...

...

Heat

Looks like humans are all the same,

they all talk the same shit,

the same stupidity...

How's that living things turn

the ugliest of all?

the creepiest of all?

Time passes but it seems

not for good in their minds,

in their logic...

Loneliness seems to be what

relieves the heat inside,

the cold outside...

Schyzopathial ways seemed to be raising the entire idea,

walked the true road,

felt this unforgivable thoughts,

this unclaimed holiness...

XVI

2010-01-29T02:45:00.033-06:00

...Ẩ ş đ ə ŗ æ ļ...

Stranger....

The insolent memory stays yet,

My hyperactive thoughts are dreaming now

As when the vessels of my wrist wish to cry again...

Now I know,

There's something to tell,

There's something to wish,

There's something to lust,

There's something to see,

There's something to go over,

There's something to think still,

There's something that wants to die....

After the sunset,

The velvet sky turn as my blackest fake,

Leave those desperate sighs to the unreal,

To the loveless shell...

Let me heal,

Let me fly once again,

Let me walk through my past,

Let me bleed,

Let me kill the unknown future,

Let us move over to this day....

...

Chocolate....

Behold this strangeness licking through itself,

corrupting itself...

It's shiny skin opaques Sun's mouth in desire,

leaving Thy in an obsolet state,

an argueing glance...

Wall's lustful wishes made us have this erected thoughts,

faces became our stairs to allurement,

directed in the finest stream,

in the prurient time of melting caresses....

Scar, make it deeper than ever,
make it sweeter than ever,
make it prettier than ever,
make it prouder than ever,
make it as if this were the last thing on earth...
...Make it wiser & a kiss Thy shall receive...

...

Pain

Proudly I resist,
Proudly They behold...

Time used to use me,
Weren't they the ones who wanted
Thy blood to rain here?
Could it be that,
Could be our regret believes in silence,
In holyness and rebirth...

Chords make life to sacrifice itself,
Sacrifice our brains...

Isn't it the one?
The one who shines?
The one who betrays?
The one who stands in movement?
The one who wanted power?
The one who waits?
The one who needs?
The one who penetrates the sky?
The one who is a myth?
The one who sounds in life?
The one who owns the night itself?

...

666

Wasn't it supposed to end?
Wasn't it supposed to be so far?
It wasn't what it seemed, it's the beginning itself...

Take it, just take it!!
Take it and submerge it in pure alcohol,
behold how it writhes in it....
how the cells go white...
how it screams my name....

Wasn't it what you wanted?
Wasn't it what you longed for?
Wasn't it what you were crying for?
Wasn't it your most precious thing?
Wasn't it what raised your soul?
Wasn't it my liver so tasty enough?

...

Lovely 14...

As it used to,

as it was meant to be...

Bring it, bring it here,

make it count, make it live once more...

It was on a time,

a time like this,

a time as before;

could you share it again as in old times?

as in old memories...

Boy,

your delicate body,

your coquetish voice,

this meaningful grace...

Thou regretful hands slides in,

covers this white flesh,

tempting my desire...

Thou sinful eyes marked the line,

veiled my emotions...

Thou heart who beats still in my palm,

crying blood tears throught my skin,

tattooing this infinite lovely pain of yours...

XV

2010-01-17T23:37:00.001-06:00

... Ą в ŕ ả χ ẵ ś...

Rational Portrait of the Mastermind

Melt,

Pain isn’t supposed to endure happiness,

Happiness reminded as a shadow between

Reality...

Kill,

It’s memory makes me learn in failure,

In the back of everything...

It’s coming again,

As the past bounced once,

It rubs insanity in my forehead,

Leaving a scar of pleasure,

A scar of lust...

It’s useless,

Logic makes sense,

And too much logic makes it illogic...

But yet, makes me want more logic...

Sent...

2009-12-02T14:41:00.007-06:00

Sent...

Their inhead wasn't that messy after all,
was that what I was looking for?
Or it's just an idea of living a gain?

There, right there lays the irony of it,
on a dying century...

I the one who once lingered and drack eternity from the
Holy Grial, still wonder how things should get from now...

If end is near,
can't see it but through it though,
it's shadow in lonelyness,
in crazyness,
in gorgeausness...

Lost,
If You find Me everything will shatter &
become what they want,
what they smile for,
what they bleed before,
what they have longged for...

Total Eclipse?
What was He talking about?...
Curious Nuance, begged for it,
Thy Soul wanted it but how are you gonna cry for it?

Sleepless...

2009-11-18T22:22:00.008-06:00

Let's began this new time as the first one,
let me tell you this crown was for you,
it just need some more nails to decorate Thy forehead with
Shiny blood,
with Shiny pain,
with Shiny regret...
The beautiful ones made me uglier to the
incoming moments,
lured sounds melt
My Mind as they corrupt my gorgeausness,
My Logic...

The lowest & deeper souless wind blowed in here,
in selfishness combinations tasted the Glory before, then
They came, but
started the untold things and the forgotten stories...

Coming from the east,
leaving the entrails spilt on my mind,
those loved vessels made the memorie come again,
come near,
come useless...
The true meaning is what They ask for,
belongs to the unknown,
to the Endless...

Stay,
Stay a littler longer,
Come & act as usual,
as lustful as always,
as devilishly as before,
as unconscious as when you start to talk to my
dreadful thoughts...

XIV

2009-11-13T18:05:00.014-06:00

...Æŧəŕŋưµ vąłε...

Schizoid...

Returning to the Basics,
Basics that omce were held by the Ancient Ones,
the ones that gave me birth...

My laughing Mind makes Them doubt,
Makes Them fear,
Makes Them wonder...

How ingrateful to speak to Me like that,
Ask Me like that,
See Me like that;
Isn't it enough to make Me do the things They want,
Make Me behave as They want,
Make Me feel as They do?...

I just wandered 252 moons to find Myself,
To See Who I truly am,
To Understand what Others don't...

This is going to be My Secret for life,
My Beloved thought,
My Longged Truth...

This Crazyness embraces Me as when the bent visions of my life
Tryed to cut My throat,
My wrist to feed the unfolded Darkness,
To Shelter the Ebony inside Me,
The Unmercyful...

I reach the Utopia of Evolution,
Wanna make You See & Feel the Pain that all of
You trow off to Me,
All that unforgiveness and hatred,
You Humans...

All is One,
My Philosophy exterminates You,
As I am Useless to You,
You can be helpful and
Become my Food,
My Trash...

Lighted up...

2009-11-06T14:19:00.002-06:00

Lighted up...

Somber,

My sadness has dryed in your damp field,

Crawling emotions make my skin laugh with lechery,

Those who want to earn the sky,

Those who want to chase the sound,

And break the light...

Those who can’t touch this eternity...

They just envy my darkness

And try to steal it from Thy...

Steal it from me...

Steal it from god...

Harvest me once more,

Rip off this logic from my fingers,

Make it quickly,

So this grotesque light dies with remorse...

XIII

2009-11-01T14:38:00.007-06:00

...Ņəčŕőŋøµīĉơŉ Ęχ Мõŗŧϊś...

3110
This shining began when my soul stays drunk with this liquor of death,
this liquour of lonelyness...
My crazyness has ruled,
has lured my egocentric limbs,
my entized logic...
Crawling through the past drank misteries,
drank luxery,
drack gorgeousness...
The original path ends here,
ends like this,
but it still regrets about my life...

...

キミに... (For Thy)

Aural thoughts were missed while the lullabies cryed the

Reminiscence of life...

This is how am going to remember,

How am going to keep time,

How am going to tell everyone,

How am going to sleep forever in illness...

The game has just began,

I really wanted to dismiss all,

But it still tryes to remain within my visions...

As a wellborn, my mind stayed blank since then,

Yet my concerned nostalgia caresses the entire idea of

Her...

Relaxed,

That’s how my mind needs to be,

Unfortunately stays this mist of innocence,

Of uncleared acts...

Moisture glance makes my life

Become what is going to be in this nearest future...

...

Concerned...

Yield dreams were drowned as a lingering slice of caress,

Glass makes my shelter,

Glass is my mask to humanity...

Converse the believers to my

Secret,

Shame reveals our true purpose,

Our true beings,

Our true shapes....

Let me share this secret with you,

This nonsense that coagulates my brain,

This should be helpful for

You to know:

This is how life is,

Nothing careless,

Something that changes when you can’t realized,

Useless even in the end,

Something that stays before you and

Plays in your eyes and

Sleeps in there till the end of earning dreams...

Yet am watching...

XII

2009-10-27T16:16:00.012-06:00

... Ħαķæļ…

Fast

Living on this track,

Following the premonition road...

It has come to this unbearable destiny,

Makes a line in this monotony...

Each week I put my hair on the same way,

Each week I laugh and cry the same way,

Everything stands still...

Crossed events vanished the trail,

And we start again and again...

Sour liquids make us titillate,

Conserved as humanity in decadence,

Complete as endless times...

Emerged,

Clearance buried this laments of mine,

Those corrosive steps on the sidewalk make me sick

And turned me in a hunter...

Wanna...kill you...

...

Color me Blood Red

...caressing Thy soul with the mist of my hatred,

Satisfy your egocentric complex,

All over the unforgotten dreams...

This regret has enter your wishful thinking,

Crows met us before genesis,

They don’t care for anyone else...

I dreamed and hoped but youth never came...

Agony embraces our carnal game,

This blood crucifix mixed monotony with entropy...

Conscious of it,

We tried to drink this misanthropy and wanted to nail it on that Croix...

“Cut it out” you begged,

But how I adore that crying face or you,

Can’t help but making you struggle till your moans begging our

Die game again...

...

Rot....

The harvesting smiles of rotten thoughts,

Let it shine once more or break it on this eternal stage...

Supporting miles of carnage,

Sending pulses of lust,

Merging lame convictions & religions...

Fire that gun,

Its barrel has some more alcoholic glass pieces for

My brain...

This Acherontia styx is riding our dreams,

But yet,

It eats us...

Corrosive images corrupt this undead relief,

This gorgeous bleeding,

This endless tyranny,

This ending eternity...

Copper finger nails nailed Thy throat,

Flying memories lasts till now...

You just obey,

That’s the better way am not going to be meaner with you

Than before baby...

...

Alter Ego...

I remember this trail,

Those tracks of envy...

This claming thought,

The bones have to brake for a memorial rebirth...

This hot temper makes me cold and this dancing remaining starts to

Beg once more...

Electric peeling began its natural process,

It doesn’t bleed as usual,

Could it be you are empty of

Gorgeousness?...

Thy face shows that greedy tone I love,

That unfulfilled thought,

My unachievable titillation...

They stand for us yet one is useless as

We are for life,

I have no reason to keep going the way you want it,

Is benting me,

Only they could answer to Eternity’s shame...

Dripping those sights,

This hyperemic mouth makes you doubt from dying words,

They taste like honey bee...

How you caressed my skin with your mind,

Making sound as before,

Doing some regretful thinking and trying my patience to death...

I refuse salvation ‘cuz Hell had my consciousness on a

Despair flask,

Let me drink your soul,

You are not going to use it anyway...

...

Fancy

I won’t assume it,

Deep down this doubt began to lay this

Soulless proud...

Does Hell inherited my Mind long a go?

Belonging to deaths wish,

Would it be a rebirth after Her landing?

Or a regret on Her knowledgement?...

Mesmerized wishes came again,

Enduring useless sounds,

Useless emotions...

Longing to an eternal crushed motioness...

Clueless feelings caught on fire our lifeless cell...

Moments of out coming hugeness,

Let me share this nightmare with Thy evolution,

Thy mercifulness,

Thy hurry,

Thy emotionless love,

Thy craving moans,

Thy measured lust,

Thy captivated eyes,

Thy electric pulses of misere,

Thy flying machine,

Thy memoryless regret,

Thy cultness,

Thy brainless confusion,

Thy conclusionless,

Thy loneliness,

Thy darkness...

Thy fanciness...

...

...

Gorgeousness surprised me,

What a delighted wind entered my blowed mind...

Cold has never been warmer than before,

Than yesterday...

Blackest hopes reminded me of you,

Breaking those amused regrets,

Those amused dreams...

Those stains of blood stayed in the sky for centuries,

Centuries kept me living...

Like a children’s play,

Innocence vanished,

Vanished thoughts you left...

Pleasant screams caressed,

Caressed times left too...

Useless people try to disturb my mesmerized mind,

Mind was all I let you touch...

Those sounds they made,

Made me wanted to hunt again in the shadows...

Flesh melts desire,

Desire becomes our last law...

Pain used to endure this game,

Game is over once again...

Closed eyes make me titillate,

Let’s try it once again...

...

Sweetness

May we become?

Then we shall end this existence...

This bowels make us realized the true beginning,

But it finished now...

The red sky between us gives sense to Thy emotion,

To Thy soulless smile,

Thy caresses of lust...

Shining crimson sheets let us melt in past glories,

Past glares...

This is how it’s supposed to be,

Screaming illusions trapped on this agony,

This worthless being,

This bitter sweetness...

XI

2009-10-27T16:05:00.009-06:00

... ß ặ р ĥ õ μ ə ŧ…

The End of the World

Consuming those chanted stars,

Drinking this androgyny...

We started to feed on the lowest desire of misted love,

There was still some pressure above this treasure of mine...

Conserved this shining emotionless forever,

It dreams still...

Ibis let us live still this magic of tragedy...

Two sleeping beauties crowns our pale faces,

Reaching each others arms for an eternal crowning of us...

...

あなたの中で... (Inside You)

Literally tasting the juices of our pleasure,

Drinking the desire of Lust...

Such a nibbling passion rises,

Becoming an enticing thought of luxury,

Inheriting this time of unpeaceful relive...

Takes the form of past crying memories,

Becoming a forgettable thing...

...

Clever...

Living through an eternal incarnation,

Protecting lover’s autumn while it brakes in the shadows...

We please as they continue the pleasure of the past...

Denies the entry to each coagulated smile,

Carrying this silkiness of Thy,

This lost destiny,

This craved soul,

This emptiness of all,

This lassitude of time,

This wish fullness,

This entire unknown life form...

...

Does heaven exist?...

Right now...

The Gates have open since it’s last rebirth,

They just complain about it...

Their classic tragedy began again...

My hiperemic eyes need to see it once more,

This microscopic groth has fallen...

Send me an Angel...

Let me feel...

Let me walk...

Let me rise...

Let me have this paralisis...

Let me sit on this eternity of lust...

Let me know how this should be...

Let me began what has ended...

Let me see a sing of truth...

Let me fall...

Let me inderstand...

Let me end...

Let me be alive...

Let me start again...

Let me care...

Let me run...

Let me build this emptyness...

Let me be conscious of all...

Let me brake you...

Let me know who He is...

Let me surpass...

Let me touch...

Let me devour Him...

Let me believe...

Let me prevent it...

Let me know He’s the one...

Let me regret it...

Let me be passional as before...

Let me see my mistake...

Am still waiting, does heaven truly exist?

Then send me an Angel....

...

This is how it is...

There’s an only thing in this world,

And it will die with me...

How tenderly I realized everything

That lies between me and space,

Ends with me...

Logically an unexpressive situation,

Becomes unbearable,

Starts to ache again...

It still remains,

But as I go,

It goes too...

Drinking from the deepest memoir,

Trying to extend its understanding...

Sweet agony covers its lingering time,

Caressing its life of androgyny...

The mirror reveals its nature,

As the way am a stranger to it...

Its shadow veils my regardless misfortune,

While the braking nonsense grants all...

Dim, to search misanthropy,

It still collects my darkness,

It still lies within me,

It’s braking through my senses,

It haven’t change at all as I did once,

It’s still going to die with me anyway...

...

That sound breaks my insanity...

It’s locking through this nightmare...

Haven’t come yet,

But it did once,

Then twice but,

But there wasn’t a third one...

There is something I’d like to share,

Something that haven’t born yet,

It still believes in the shattered future,

In the unborn past...

Let’s see its misfortune,

The truly endless...

This line has gain to much consciousness,

Too much meaning...

And yet, brakes my insanity,

As no other painless legacy of torture...

X

2009-10-27T15:56:00.006-06:00

... Ëģø śũм qűϊ ŝůμ…

...Investigating...

“When we kiss my heart is on fire”,

Awakens...

“Yesterday’s passion” carries both...

“Too late for innocence” were

Your lasts words,

“As we taste to each other” their

Silence brakes to an uttering regret...

Insists, “Of your waking dreams”

Becomes intolerant,

Corrupting till the last pleasure...

“Crucified dreams” are all they have left,

“Desires unbound”, our brothers and sisters

Incarnates the eternal catharsis...

“Comfort in Angel’s wings”, wanted to

Inherit it...

...

“As Evil is Evil” II

Rising through flesh,

Caressing that Flower made of Skin...

“Yesterday’s passion” continues to

Consume our goodbye, as we enter the

Unknown crimson of carnal rapture...

“Uncovered fantasies” becomes again this torture,

“Too late for innocence, too late for regrets, too late for denies”...

Conserved loyalties drank our believes,

Release them to a never-ending birth...

“Too late for goodbye’s”...

As it ends again, bended visions rest on us,

Sleeping in the pleasure of the past...

Regains solitude for Thy salvation,

‘Cuz “it’s too easy when you are Evil”,

Dance above their tears...

I strike you down,

You are on the ground as before...

Hide it in the Dark...

...

Blonde hair...

How perfectly they become useless,

Cracking every blind hope...

Let’s bleed till the morning becomes the forgotten

Future...

I shall make You last,

As on the past,

As on the blissful Morgenstern...

Tour of tears leads you to me,

Creating paths through it as

Unbreakable Crystal Ship...

Deformed visions tear us apart,

Collecting shadows in the deepest Shangri-La

Of Eternity...

Moans guide you to silence between

Insanity and Madness,

Come out...

Come out till you still have time to regret...

Drained soul’s incarnate for making it worth it...

“I feel asleep”,

Yet you notice the dying Stars inside me,

“What am I doing here”,

But still You want more,

“Am ridding endlessly”,

And still you don’t know,

“What will become of me”,

For sure You want me to explain,

“You keep lying”,

Since last birth rebuilds my unperished reincarnation...

IX

2009-10-27T15:53:00.003-06:00

... Ðĕŧ Şőµ Ěŋğāňģ Vąŕ …

…too personal…

Lingering moments were those

You left me,

Am just trying to understand,

Understand how the things turn out

Like a month ago…

Am following this trail,

The one you left me on,

Am following my new future…

There are so many things I still want

To know from you,

But it’s not possible for me to ask anymore…

Such moments lost in time,

Such life forgotten so soon,

Every memory gone

As tears on the rain…

Wrong, so wrong…

I still wanna know how it finished,

Twelve unknown episodes for me,

Am I asking too much?

Too long is this line of life,

Yet,

So little for all of us to get it complete,

A few goes wise,

Losing their knowledgement to

This selfish game,

Other goes so young,

Not having the pleasure of life…

Its just that, want to see how things changes,

How some grow,

How the wrong things stay that way,

How eternity becomes unreachable,

How the people pretend they haven’t changed,

How time hurts me,

How time takes those away from me,

How things passes through my mind,

How evolution falls apart,

How wrong I am trying to live forever,

How wrong everything is,

How I might enjoy it,

How things were and shall be again,

How vain we were and still are…

How lame is everything and stays

That way for life...

VIII

2009-10-27T15:47:00.011-06:00

... Å ľ ğ ǿ ŗ μ ö ŗ ŧ ϊ ŝ …

…Let us bring death to our past…

Let us began what is emerging…

Let us pray to our memories…

Let us eat our flesh…

That’s how it shall rebirth, begin for its end…

Curses direct our blind embrace as darkness shall be vain…

Ironic winds broke into our bowels…

Calcinating this crimson of blood…

It shall be born again…

‘cuz its moving as usual,

But it remarks from our past,

As in our future…

Past haven’t become the way we looked it on future…

Warming hits time as endlessly torments began to toll…

Collect all time left till dawn comes to its last breath…

…let us bring death to our past…

This is how worked out,

Corrupting the true meaning of life…

Pretending nothing had happened as before…

That’s how the after never comes to life…

...

Bound desires…

This is how it is,

“When the Serpent kisses…”

Crowning this shadow shapes of lust,

“When the Serpent smiles…”

Takes away my desire…

You should have known…

“A men of a thousand names…”

Just grab one, don’t think it too much,

“Daggers covered in blood…”

This is how my eyes have always been…

“I am the Sun”

Those ideas were the ones holding you back,

“Devil Doll”

Just call me that way once more…

“The Pleasure of Pain…”

Isn’t that enough, is it?

“Am the Serpent Messiah…”

Of your waken dreams,

I wasn’t on them…

“Am the Angel of Pleasure…”

Bringing it to Thy…

“Walking with heels of silver…”

Stumping you where the dreams are no more…

...

“As Evil is Evil”

Nothing matters anymore…

As they hold the Spirit of holiness,

There are still some illusions to brake…

Have they gone already…?

This string can make it count,

Caressing that neck till the last breath

Curls in my eyes…

Vanished like the stone,

Salty thoughts have entered this emptiness

Filling every corner of pain on your face…

Struggled, this muscle of yours

Tries to resist…

Falling into an eternal sleep,

Let it come to life…

Sober, that’s how I used to be…

Those words can do it again…

Make it bigger…

And yet, it’s no use…

VII

2009-10-27T15:40:00.007-06:00

...Ļĭvøŕ μöŗŧϊŝ…

Romantic...

Let us bring eternity to this sapphire time...

Clever, so many years since our last meeting…

I wanna know, just wanna know how it ends…

Let’s break it down, till its last breath…

My spine wants to become bifid…

Bring endless pieces of thoughts; this new kingdom revives my wings…

Whispering through life, beneath the unfinished Opus…

Coagulation began before the wound…

Like October, those whispering winds surprised me…

Shared lingering events, and still there’s something I could see on

Their faces…

...

Awake II

Everything began when the world died,

Touching our shattered visions…

Life wasn’t the same, but still meaningless rubies

Was our payment…

Lovers, that word used to describe the past

Reality…

The change has come, yet, we are not prepared for it…

There was something that remained for eternity, yet so unknown…

...

Cremates…

You should know how it was…

Conserving this Livor Mortis of mine, just try…

Stars have seen it all, till Algor Mortis began…

It should grow like always,

But it’s consuming itself…

It’s crying itself…

It’s knowing itself…

It’s converting itself…

It’s calculating itself…

It’s entering itself…

It’s calming itself…

It’s eating itself...

It’s devouring itself…

Its throw up itself…

It’s leaving itself…

It’s dripping itself…

It’s corrupting itself…

It’s changing itself…

It’s depending on itself…

It’s molesting itself…

It’s touching itself…

It’s correcting itself…

It’s interrogating itself…

It’s connecting itself..

It’s reconfirming itself…

It’s remembering itself…

It’s collecting itself…

It’s coagulating itself…

It’s reversing itself…

It’s becoming itself…

It’s cracking itself…

It’s falling on itself…

It’s walking itself…

It’s stepping on itself…

It’s coming to itself…

It’s clinching on itself…

It’s clever with itself…

It’s tender with itself…

It’s romantic with itself…

It’s loving itself…

It’s caressing itself…

It’s starting to care for itself…

It’s no longer itself…

It’s hating itself…

It’s forgetting itself…

It’s killing itself…

But yet, let’s try to

Start it again…

It should work…

...

Now…

Time passes through this room as

When the mare beginning ended soon…

Companionship never existed on this land,

It was just a reflection from the past…

Those gorgeous singing birds died when this madness came

To birth…

Complete absolution is going to come as

If were the first thought you had…

The remaining silence was took

As we took the remaining life of them…

Cruel, how cruel this people,

Tearing my ears apart,

Let us cut their heads & use them as

Helmets of lust…